Now I'm even worse

Life is always a trial isn't it?
Leading us on a journey where we hope to find the answers to all of our questions as we learn new things.
Why then is the addition of new input so discouraging to me?
Why didn't anyone ever tell the truth?
Why cannot we all get along?
I don't have 'it all' nor do I require all that I want. Life was given to me for me to live right? Not for me to just be a snotty little brat who gets what ever he (or she) wants.
What I do want is one nights peaceful sleep without the need or use of something to help me forget that the world is spinning down to it's own self destruction with a little help from our friends who think they are in charge.
I had a little discussion with my co-worker today about leisure time and his desire was that he wanted the time to do nothing.
Maybe I mis-understood him and he meant he wanted the time to do nothing but what he wanted.
My own opinion, which means nothing, is that I'd like to have leisure time to do what I want after I have to do what I need to do to support myself.
If I won the lottery and had everything I need and wanted handed to me I'd have to figure out something new (weird) to desire since there is nothing I would need and I do not know if I am capable of of such deep thoughts since I already have everything I want.
So far that is.
I have not been exposed to all there is out there yet I imagine.
Strange.
I got a little indignant with the puke (co-worker) cause it sounds to me like he never heard the word 'no' in his life.
Precocious.
Mommy's and daddy's little angel who never knew what is was like to not excel at whatever he tried at. (with all the help money can buy I assume) (you know what happens when we assume anything right?)
Maybe he is right and I am wrong.
After all this time I'm wrong.
Thank goodness.
I'm getting tired of being right all the time.
Perfection is something to achieve I guess. When you are perfect it is something to continue to dread.
I'm not perfect.
Close but no cigar.
I don't even want to be.
As far as those people who think they are in charge of us...
Guess what. You remain in "charge" only as long as you do what we want you to.
The mass will roll over the few.
In our case, those of us who live allow you to play as long as you play nice. When you cross the line we have nothing to live for any longer and we will put a stop to you once and for all.
Check the history books.
Always happens that way huh?
People matter, governments don't.
Tell us what we want to hear and don't try to fool us with what you think you can get away with.
We know that things are not so grand out there.
You have the power but you squander the time you have.
Time will tell.
Joe Blow will spit on the grave of the richest man (or woman) after he buries them and call it a day.
No one cares in the long run.
Do you want to be Cesar of Rome?
He is dead.
What did he have?
Everything.
What was out there that he didn't have?
Everything.
All the room I have I guess. It's been a good day.