Who says I am not as stupid as I look?

Been a long while since I wanted to write anything. Now is as good a time as any. Things can't go any better. I do not have anything to complain about. Life is good!
Why should I even worry? Life seems to roll along pretty good without my two bits worth.
There is the rub. Why is life all of a sudden so good to me? Is the other shoe about to drop?
I'm not sorry about the way things are going, just a little concerned that things are going just a bit to smoothly.
I am not one of those persons who made it to this point in my life because of any plan since plans are for sissies and taking care of what comes next is the fun of all of 'it' anyway right?
I'm not bored. I have things to do. I am waiting for miss right to show up and share some of these things with me but I am not holding my breath. I have friends and family to play with. Work is a joy (breeze) and there have been challenges to occupy me but the fear is missing.
I watch and listen to everything that I can and yet all is well.
There is the rub. Nothing is on the radar. Sonar has no signal. All is very quiet.
Kind of like the quiet before the storm.
I'm ready and yet never ready.
Why is there this feeling of impending doom swirling down deep without making any waves?
I'm going to keep on keeping on for the time being.
Hopefully sounding less and less paranoid as time comes to us.
I can feel bliss every now and then.
I feel normal.
Almost to good.
Done.